Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Inexperience or No hue

Being considerate is a good attitute every human being in this world claimed they have, good general human principles and nature charactertic, etc. etc.

Recently I have done a lot of driving on the road, running up and down from places to places, performaning my project routine, for sure I had never in my life time get so frustrated in the morning, I choose and plan my everydays route and schedule properly before making my move.

Sorry if I offended those drivers on the road, if you think you are this topic I'm going to discuss about and talk about, it won't be good here of what I'm going to write.

I delay for 3-4 days then I write about is to think how to write and why I wrote it and most important is my frustration on it.

It happened in last Friday morning after I left home heading to North-East of Singapore, yes along TPE toward SLE, you see Singapore highway speed limit stated at 90 km/h, be it if you are sin jiao or lao jiao driver, please lah, use your fuck brain to think and be considerate to others road user, you are not the only one using it and pay the road tax only. Koaz, along that highway in that particular early hours, yes I agreed morning traffic conjestion sure to have, but then because of your dealth fuck brain causes others happiness at stack, do you think you ho yi shi bo?

It's like that one the situation, along the highway at any one time, you sure plan your route before driving to the destination you wanted to, right? This fuck cock head drove quite a big car ( i don't mentioned what car or licence plate number), from where I hit the highway about 30 mins toward SLE direction into Woodlands, now upon reaching exit to CTE, I'm on the extreme right lane going at about near 100, from far out I saw a lot of cars signal left and switch lane for over taking, further down I saw a car I'm closing in to (actually, I'm not rushing for time, I have the habit to leave early and got time I'll drink kopi anywhere possible). Behind me there is a few cars also following me same same direction so I believe we keep right on a faster speed travel. As I mentioned many cars signal left to overtake, the best part is even a 2.5 ton lorry that on the right also buay tahan and do the overtaking also, then there I saw the car, wa koaz 60-70 the most I think the speed and there coming close to CTE exit liao, that time I was thinking muther F..... big car so what can suka suka speed meh at right lane of highway like that, knn, I signal left also thinking to overtake and also thinking this big car going straight to SLE also, unexpected and suddenly this mother f.... never even signal just shoot from the right into my fucking lane the same time I switch lane, I jammed a little brake to slow down the speed, looking at the rear mirror if others car following are alert or not, mean time see if there is no cars on left I jump 2 lane switch to the 2nd left lane then overtake, that also to prevent banging into the fuck car infront, you know what this mother f.... also do the same, that rearly I have to jammed my brake hard this time, thinking NNBCCB how the fuck you drive you car, I believe he/she also never look at the mirror al all, back car that time are abit distance from me, so they managed to overtake on the center lane and hit straight ahead.

End up I have to give way to the mother f.... first, did you people know where the fuck this car going, from all the way the extreme right lane no signal no nothings to indicate and with the fuck up brain and don't know what the fuck thinking inside, the car turn into CTE/Ang Mo Kio exit, CCB is this the way to drive in Singapore, very fucking inconsiderate road user and this is only 1 type, another type is driving on the right at 70 km/h, just simply don't give a damn who the fuck behind following, this cause obstruction and jammed the fucking road lane on the right, mind you I fucking hate this type of driver and luckily I'm driving a car, if I'm driving a bigger bigger car (I mean 6 or 10 ton lorry la), no la I will not ramp into it, I only drive very closely to them only, stretching out my hand with a light up cigeratte and start droping the ashes on them traveling same speed with them, that time I'm the fucker liao and if 2 lane ha ha ha no one else can do over taking liao, you can start hearing all the horning coming from behind, anyway I'm not fault if it's 2 lanes, the one on the right don't speed up, sorry I can't do much.

I believed you people driving do encounter with this type of problem on the road, well that show how good and considerate this people are, oh that mother f..... don't even (I believe) see my car at all, it's either still sleeping, dreaming and roaming the highway and near miss the exit at CTE/Ang Mo Kio and just turn as you wish like the bloody highway belong to him only.

PENG YOU A, AGAR AGAR TIO HO HOR, MAI KNN LANGARG BA LU CHAI SONG. KA ZHI TONG A. LAW NG SHI LI CHI A LANG YONG A HOR.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Ever since the CNY had past, work start getting tougher and heavier for me, at any one time the work schedule and time seem not getting enough and easier. Not to mention have to duel with those upper and lower people, squeezing in between cause alot of unhappiness and frustration when things is not done.

Now that things is slowing down, I feel the funny side of things getting somewhere uneasy, say for instant the rules and regulation of the company. Everyone is following it and yet you face the manpower stortage, why? Simple, you report work at 7.00 am, work on a 9 hours routine you left at 4.00 pm, and in my industry, our movement of work is in the evening which normally end in late hour at 10-11 pm, how leh like that.

Upper people know it and start asking reasons why? so you re-schedule the shift to stagger, that covered up the late hour routine and what about me, stick around till late hour also which then you know your staffs know of their duty and doing it well, you leave early yet your phone rang sometimes.

Anyway forget about the small hit-up happening, my main concern is still the office politic, me a simple and discipline man, hee hee you think it's safe, nope nope nope, I also kena arrow on my back. This is hell of a hot topic in where I'm working, day in day out you heard so and so said this, who said that, playing taichi here and there.

I'm a ground man, last place to handle all out-put and always first to handle the in-put, and my job physical and technical work are critical during the handling, did any of those theory and document people know, I don't think so, it been in this format always and just a word or two, you get the shit, hee hee we are like a tank in the army, an elephant, thick skin lor, cannot die that type.

Do you people understand what I'm writing up there? ha ha this is my loh li loh so only, and writing abit here abit there, cannot emphasize too much or else I don't know who from my company read it and I'b getting letter.

Need a little tip from you people, I got a senior staff (more than 15 years) under my care, yes of course elder than me, I should say a lao gwee, OT paid worker but don't always work OT, the most 4 hours per week, puncture both ways in and out, spoken to him and he'll give you grandfather, grandmother story of his don't know what the hell, not willing to upgrade and always choose the easier task to handle, if given a more tougher task and wanted to finish urgent, either he said need more times or more manpower. If I'm not around he'll be idling and not doing and corperating with others.

Now in my mind I was thinking, should I or should I not issue warning letter like other colleague suggested, what ground cause no complaint from others about him and how am I going to deal with him.

At time given benefit to them, he's the first to oblige and act very fast and if it's opposite, hell, he's first to object and this was brought to the manager attention, koaz. Sometimes I just wonder why the manager believe what he said and not supporting my decision leh, this put me in a dilemma, am I the target cause I'm the marked man.

Now my situation here is just concentrate and do my daily responsibility to my abilities, others than things beyond my capacibilities, I don't give a damn, not that I wanted it that way, who give a damn of what I suggested and care for, who gain the credit if things being done well and beyond my jurisdiction, I even have customers called telling me, hey brother, this job given to other company to handle due to late reply from sales on the quotation and why you are not involve in this sales and negotiation. Did I care...er... er...not me, I don't cause they don't even want me to involve, why should I? A few customers also called and asked why now you like disappear, free come down visit them and have coffee or tea la. Don't worry, that I will, free coffee and tea leh, and coffee I don't want expensive type, Starbucks or Coffee Bean will do.

adious

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Sudden Erg (many things)

I'm now supposingly watching my weekly favrourite programme, YES that's soccer aka football to some of them, and YES my supported team Man U won earlier beating Liverpools by a single goal and still leading the table by 12 points until Chelsea game, now I'm watching and blogging same time, yes it's 0225 early hours and it's 2nd half now Postsmount playing Chealsea.

Any way that's the heading or starting as you may so call as why such a sudden to write in this hours, simple, cause I have not check my TOTO ticket against the result, 1st price is gone, 84 share of 2nd (maybe I am 1 of them, maybe only) still not checking yet, now blogging first.

Early this week I have some converstaion with 1 colleague, discussion is about this 10 millions drawn, so in a nick of a sudden both was thinking the same thing, if I strike this big one even with 10 shares, I'll quit my job (and now, it's over.....) talking back, we both pulse for awhile and

I asked: why suddenly you have this thought?

She said: what about you? I'm just very tire mentally, not physically.

I said: Why? me is sick and tire and being push around and this and that (will explain next time)
Maybe your tireness mentally is the same as mine. This kind of issue happen and happen
when this company established or maybe before that.

She said: I agreed and it's even getting out of hand, end up who suffer the most, we are, like you
said so being arrow here arrow there, it's sound so good that the management said
by giving you more things and subject so you can understand how the management
going to enhance and require you people to upgrade also, bring more profit and sales
to proof we did improve and committed.

I said: Since there's a transform on the management, I feel it's right to do what our task is just
don't fuck care what others want to do, do our own job and responsibility. I can
understand your points, it's all the fucking company politic issue, power and authority,
worst of all is those M.....fucker APPLE POLISHER who know NUTs and do nothing yet
they get to know those top level decision and carry out the execution in those fucking
wrong attitute and manner, in which they don't know what the fuck is it and how is it to
be done, yet they want it urgent and fast and everyday asked you, ready kanina.
Ha ha as for me, just don't give a damn, do my job and that's it, you chase me, I fuck you
off, that me alright.

she said: Yes, I think I better stick to my area and draw a line, stay back and watch and see how
they going to perform (die) if I'm not going to help and assist those beyong my
jurisdiction, and yet they got the cheek to take credit (doing nothings) without malu.

I said: Anyway I wish you good luck for the 10 millions chance, take your own course and do
your own part, I don't know about you, for me if that kind of fuck things keep going on
and the boss still sleeping, in which I will bring it up one of this day when I cannot tolerate
any more, I believe if thing don't change or improve that could be the end for me staying,
not that I'm impulsive, I believe you heard alot also, I don't have to elaborate further,
you have also encounted same fate as I am, but only differences is you don't retaliate,
I'll fight back my right reasonly, don't play fuck with me if you don't know.

Hei fellows, seem like I'm throwing my frustration here, sorry la, Chelsea game just over and Chelsea won 2-0, from 12 points return to 9 points behind Manchester United. Above conversation is some of the unhappiness in my working place, I'll tell more of it akan datang blog
my erg is actually from yesterday when I'm having a drinking session with kakis (that's is my working contacts and customers group) they dig up all this and asked me, how the fuck you can tolerate there (of course after some drink la)

well, all I can say now is stay around, stick around, look around, get my ass out from those fucking political issue, how they war against themselves as long it don't affect me, I will not just sit there doing nothings if gun firing over and gernade throw over.

How I wish My Big Big BOSS read my blog, let me see how can I accidentally bring this issue up to him, hehehe si bei kan hor, bo pian leh, tan chia leh, ho lang shot au dao a tia a leh.

well I going to carry on with my watching TV, maybe later going out find some makan and do some recce, ha ha ha Geylang la where some more.