Patience & Temperament

Ever since my 21 Mar blog post, driving on the road do actually put me to test and this test is tough. That's why I stayed home this 2 days, no, no, no go out jalan jalan non see see, enough driving everyday from Mon-Fri.

Life is to be happy not frustration, why torture myself with all this. You can say I tortoise or bo tarn or bo lam ..., whatever, I feel this is not me to put myself in this unfancy, uncharacteristic, uncivilize, bo hua, bo ho chu and burning up my own fire to get all this treatment from those jia liao be and bo seow k... driving standard on the road, even to the extent I may end up having arguement or maybe "I box u, u box me" waste time thing, not worst, not worst.

Driving Mon-Fri already having all this problem cursing, whatever I can curse, I blust out in my car (sometime alone and sometime with colleagues or friends), they too complained why you so impatient and bad mouth cursed peoples. Anyway, those driving and if suddenly you feel your ear feeling kind of tickling or itchy, it's to remind you that your standard of driving is lousy and buay sai, paid attention on the road, don't daydream, you may cause others inconveniences on the road.

Okay, enough of the lousy driving complain, I got to learn patience and temperamental control when driving, that what they said I must do......don't get the wrong idea, I'm a patient man and in control of my temper....ya, ya, ya I admit when driving I lost my cool, that because those lousy bas..... , and it's could simply cause others into accident or injuries.

YA, YA, YA, OK, NO MORE COMPLAIN ON THE ROAD, I KNOW THAT

Remember in my old blog that I wrote about my "cho peng a jee ji" and my reservist day, and do you remember last year there is a news on paper reported a man died of brain death, he collapsed suddenly, he had sign up to contributed his organ after his death, a lot of lousy behavious happening. Why I mentioned this? because that man is my reservist kaki all right, feel sad on this and lagi sad of the situation in the hospital and lost control of the situation controlling making news of such issue.

His departure bring back memories of our reservist days, the good, the bad, the sian, the song and the siong of those days. He is the same age as I am, why this kind of things happen leh?

Someone did talk about this news during some small conversation, this brought about in my thinking that Life is so unpredicted, last year do have alot of sudden case of death, why is now a day so many this kind of death happen leh.

My saying is, Is it that the good life of this current life style, everythings that can eat or use too hygiene leh or the the stress or pleasure of the current environmental and economic make it that way.

Like me, the road complainer, thinking back not worst the risk, you curse peoples, does it do any good to the situation, will it not happen again, will those think I'm talking about them be considerate next time on the road? NO, NO, NO. So why should I care and feel bad and frustrated about for, that provided not against my way, I don't want care further, here you see I'm learning to be selfish, but that not my type, I can't be, this I feel very very sad for those kena cursed, you should know why.

My only concern now is to complete my 2 years course with result I wanted, do my responsibilities as a son, a brother, employee, friend and whatever to my best, living in a simple way of life, be happy, be grace, be virtuous, be worthy, etc.... not say that I am, trying to be and have it and improve it, that how life should be, AGREE?

adious

PS: ha, ha, ha infront of me a sexy table calender, make me feel shaky, don't think dirty huh.